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The
Dance
by Robert Alan
It
was only when she played her flute that she could see them. She would turn out
the lights, sit in the corner by the noisy old radiator, and close her eyes. She'd
sit there feeling the warmth run up her legs and arms, filling her with a calm,
silent peacefulness. Then slowly she'd raise the flute to her lips and begin to
play. She
never had any particular melody in mind, but always something would come, and
the notes would fill the darkness like rays of shimmering light. And then she'd
see them dancing. Slow and graceful, they waltzed and turned and sailed upon the
glimmering rays that drifted out of the flute she played.
Tiny people they were, clothed in pastel colors that glowed around their delicate
bodies. And her once lonely room was ablaze with colors that blended and blurred
like mist on an endless field.
The very first time it had happened she had stopped playing in awe, and they were
gone just as she took the flute from her lips. The room was black. She was alone.
She tried to play again, but the notes sounded cold and lifeless and nothing happened.
So she sat there and stared into the darkness with tear-filled eyes, and begged
them to come back. But the room was silent, and she cried herself to sleep that
night.
The next evening she sat with nervous excitement in the dark, fidgeting with the
flute, her eyes wide and wild. Had it all been a dream? Maybe. Or maybe it really
happened. Carefully she repeated everything she'd done the night before. She closed
her eyes and began to play. And there they were. She played on and on, with a
bursting joy in her heart, and she watched them carefully as they danced and danced.
She played well into the night -- until she finally fell asleep in exhaustion.
In the morning she awoke with a smile on her face. She longed to call them back
with a melody once again. She tried, but the magic wasn't there. She sighed as
she readied herself for work. But her eyes sparkled with hope. Perhaps they would
return again that evening. And they did.
She played every night after that, and as soon as she thought she saw them starting
to fade, she wished them good night with her eyes and took the flute from her
lips. She didn't know what the rules were that would make them return again and
again, so she didn't want to be too greedy and lose them forever.
And so each day she'd awaken and begin her day. And though all she really wanted
to do was to come home and play and see them dance, she tried with all her might
to put all of herself into each thing that she did. She had to be the best person
she could be to please the tiny people.
Once life had been a boring affair for her -- something she had to force herself
to plod through each day. But now she was filled with energy and animation, which
everyone around her felt. Life itself seemed happier and brighter, and she found
herself becoming more and more involved with the people she knew. Soon there were
people she cared greatly for, and things that mattered deeply to her. Days would
rush by before she even had a chance to play her flute. But whenever she really
needed reassurance or comfort, the tiny people always came when she called them
with her music.
Weeks and months drifted by, and she played less and less. Even when she played,
she never played as long or as desperately. And she never played alone anymore,
when she took her flute out from time to time. It was always for a child or a
friend. In their shining eyes of joy, she'd see the tiny people dancing round
and round.
But soon even those times were few and far between, and suddenly she found herself
an old woman with a family and grandchildren and a heart full of memories of all
the lives she had touched with her gentle kindness and all the love they had shared
together. Then there came the day when she longed to hear the music once again,
and to see the tiny people dance. Not because of the desperation and loneliness
that had brought them there in the first place -- for her heart was full now --
but for the sheer joy of watching them dance.
So she sat quietly in the darkness and slowly brought the sparkling flute to her
old, dry lips, and she began to play. The music filled her ears, and there they
were, dancing and gliding on rays of shimmering light. Oh, how beautiful and wondrous
it was to see them dance once again, after so very long. As she watched them it
seemed they were beckoning her, "Come and dance with us," the music seemed to
whisper.
She lowered the flute from her lips and placed it carefully inside the case, and
she noticed that music still filled the air. And they were still there, dancing
and calling her to join them. Her eyes were filled with tears of joy as she lifted
her tired body and walked slowly towards them. As she stepped into the glistening
lights where the tiny people swirled and twirled, she felt lighter, and soon she
was gliding across the room. Round and round she waltzed, stepping from a ray
of gold to a ray of shimmering blue. The tiny people smiled with her as they danced
and danced, and all around there was music.
THE END ©
1984, 1994 Robert Alan
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